aware. @ Sunday, 28 March 2010
first, i was not aware of what i was doing, what have i done, and what i am going to do. i am just so lost, lost in your love. i might not realised what have i done. i might not know how'd you feel. but what i know for sure is, i love you with all my heart and i wouldn't want you to let me go.
i'm sorry.
i've trusted you with all my heart and i didn't expect you to do that to me. what a very painful moment it is for me that you had lied to me. and this had made me realised that i made a very big and silly mistake. oh, what a bad girl i am.
i'm sorry.
i might think that you're not into me anymore just because of what i have did to you. plus, saying that you 'half' love me and 'half' hate me. i just have no idea what to do. it really hurts me very badly. i know it was my fault at the first place but have you ever thought of me first before doing it?
damn, its too painful.
you made me hate people i don't even know. yet, i look pictures of them which really made me more hurt. ugh! what the hell am i doing? did i already lost my mind?
i am so not sure.
i hope i can turn back time to the very start, to have known you first from the beginning and never had this terrible thing.
*sigh*
i don't know what to do.
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