Her Wonderful Life.

:( + :) = :D @ Wednesday, 6 October 2010

Oh myy..... its been sooooooooo long that i have abandon this blog. huhu.. have been very busy until i have no time to update. and plus stress going on inda pandai abis. huh *sigh* anyways, so many things happen since my last update which includes happy moments, unforgettable, fun, funny and even sad moments. huhuu..

let me start with my sad moments first. straight to the point, i broke up with nizam. like omgg! that was the most hardest part to accept in my life since the 18years of living. hahaha over tu yo. Tp yea banar la, aku sedihhhhhhh~ i feel like i lost everything. i bet you already know how it feels when you lost somebody you love with all your heart kn? Yatah.. like shyt rasanyaa.. =/ and yg lagi, he was my first boyfriend yang smpai aku kenal semua family nya, i mean his very big family. we’ve done everything together, and i was even kna simpan on their family team untuk the family day that they were planning. huhu. everyone knew about us, and now kmi nda apa2 lagi, isn’t that sad? i CANNOT forget him, even until now! Official date of our breakup was on the 21^st September 2010. maseh ku rindu ea. my love for him will never fade until who knows when. I LOVE YOU NIZAMUDDIN RAJID!

as life goes on, i have to face the fact! and i already did. even though its been 2weeks and 2days, it just feel like yesterday kmi putus. cehhh. but we’re friends now. and yea, for the weeks ane, i’ve been veryyyyyyyyy sad. i have no mood to do everything, kerja nda mood, i can’t sleep even though i am very tired, its just that tau la cemna urg putus cinta ane. chewahhh. but THANKS to all my friends out there yg support aku.i really do. they helped me to stand up again. :))) i love you guys. hee. i am no one without you. :D

next, my happy moments. yes, i’ve been miserable all this time tapi i started to light up again with all my friends around me. especially to ain and aimi, my colleagues :). anyway, talking about colleagues attachment for the last 3months was good. working here in armada properties is fun. we just had our ‘Hari Raya Gathering’ on the 1^st of October last week. And hell yea i have so much fun. bgla sma my girls and some other of my colleagues and even our tenants. hahaa! yang penting fun berabis la until i have atleast forgotten about nizam for awhile. huhu. everything was going on so well, with my supervisor, with everybody, my work until 1day (the day before yesterday) something unexpected happened. it was pasal my logbook! all this time i have gave my all in my work then i get a pass? what the hell? i feel so down. i feel all i did this time was just rubbish? shyt buii.. sakit aty ku. inda ku tahan di office so i went out mengaga department lain, mengusut. then with all the sadness and stress im feeling i burst into tears dpn urg. hahahaa! how embarrassing is that kn? tp bila masanya sudah sedih atu, inda lg kn tpkir malu tu ahh. paluiii bnrr. i feel stupid. i feel unprofessional, hahahaa! hati ku nipis, i can’t stand cematu atu. hahaha. so yea.. then i went to work yesterday feeling down and not hyper as i always do. smpai semua urg ingaukn aku.. huhu. the whole day yesterday, i ddnt do any work. satu pun nda, pasal i feel apa ku buat ane inda jua kna hargai. shytttt! =/ duduk duduk sja ku all the time then merayau ke department lain. i don’t care kalau ‘ea’ marahh. huhhh. and fyi, ‘ea’ ane semua urg nda sukaa plng haha! so sabar sja la ku. maybe ea jeles sja.. think on the bright side sja ku.. hehehee.

today, is another day of working. she gave me lots of things to do but how can i even start when aty ane sudah sakit. inda lagi ku bemood, but i still have do it plng kn but inda th ikhlas tu jdnya.. wuuuu! banci ku nyamu. mcm apaa. =///! wish me goodluck sja la.. huhu.

bh i guess that’s it for now, esuk esuk th lg update f ada masa. thanks for reading and especially for my friends for being there for me, you know who you are :)). i love you.

and she concluded.

NEENAAA-