what she said.

my love!

2011-02-13T04:21:00.000-08:00

pictures taken when we were at KK last january. :D

:')

2011-02-12T00:55:00.000-08:00

i can do nothing but just to go with the flow and just follow my heart whatever happens.

love

you

Nizam.

life is just unfair!

2011-02-12T00:32:00.000-08:00

holla everyonee~ im back to update my boring blog. hoho..

i dont really understand anymore mahn. yea, as you know im back with nizam for a month plus now since last december.. yes, things changed, surroundings changed, and attitudes were also changed. i totally understand when couples break-up and get back together again, its not gonna be the same anymore even you spent your last years with him/her. everything just changed drastic! well im so not complaining about that. but there is just one thing, one thing. this one attitude i known about a year plus, oh my i cant even explain how is it. i just dont feel comfortable, i just realised everything is not the same anymore. but what can i do? all i can say is 'Life is so unfair!'

how i wish i can turn back time. how i wish it never happen. ughhhh! i feel like crying :( i need to let this out.

and she concluded.

NEENAAA-

HEE.

2010-12-30T19:46:00.000-08:00

29th December 2010 - officially his again.

NiZAM's HEART

sorry!

2010-12-24T23:20:00.001-08:00

its not that i dont want to reply/layan you. its just that, im afraid the unwanted things would happen again. so please understand me. to the people yg ku inda melayan atu, im sorry for being too cruel. but i hope you would consider my happiness.

sorry and thank youu..

and she concluded.

NEENAAA-

ouhlalaaa.

2010-12-24T01:02:00.000-08:00

he came back! :')

nizam, i love you babyyyy~

Christmas Eve.

2010-12-24T00:42:00.000-08:00

heylooo~

how are you people doing uh? mine, its getting better each day :D let me just update you since my last post. im not with Rayhan anymoree. so yea~ no blaming to be done, but life is just unfair. so just get use to it ;).

so okae, shit happens but you'll not realize something or someone you're waiting for is just around the corner waiting for you as well. isnt that very annoying? hahaha. but yea, whatever. let me just say it, nizam's BACK! :D

people may say im cruel but you just cant force yourself, right? so yeaa.. live a happy life while you're still alive. :) hee.

anyhow, Merry Christmas!

and she concluded.

NEENAAA-

always be.

2010-12-02T06:18:00.000-08:00

02.12.10 - KIGS Beach Day!

this was the day we had the chance to meet together again.

awhh~ i really miss you guys! huhu. :'(

new love life.

2010-12-02T04:54:00.000-08:00

peopleeeee~ im back! to updatee.. awuuuuuu, mcm biasa la.. baruth ku kn tupdate lg ne. hahaa! anyways, how are you guys feeling? good? stress? happy? well, if you ask me, im feeling just fine. mcm inda berapa jua bunyinya :s well, after all i've been through kn? cehhhh~ but life has to move on right? hee.. well, i've move on! :D being single is fun.. and its a fact when you have ur friends around you :D hehehe..

it was once said, single is fun but talking about moving on? i have a boyfriend now! hahaha. you're saying it fast? i know but who cares? hehee. anyway, let me tell you about my boyfriend.. his name is Rayhan Ramlan. andddddddd, atu plng sja tu ku kn gto. hahaha! :p inda ku tau apakn ku ckp jua about him so yeaaa. hehe.

anyhow, attachment is a month to go. well, minus weekends and public holidays so its gonna be less than a month! yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ :D i just cant wait it to finishhh! aku mau cuti panjanggg. and bangun aher!! hahaha! but unfortunately, my last month and too many work to be done. ckyt lg inda ckup masa ku ahh :s. but hopefully, everything dapat submit on time. huhuu. wish me luckk! ;) hehe.

talking about cuti and attachment, no holidays for me! isnt that SAD??? :( huhu. plus, family's leaving me behind. they're going philippines on the 6th! which is nextweek? and they'll gonna be there for 3weeks? oh nooooooo! im so gonna be alone sama amah? ckyt lagi siuk tu yo.. hahahaa! but yea whatever, i am so gonna jalannnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ sja. hahaha. okae tu? :PP

okae okaee. love life updated, attachment doing good, nada cuti :(.. apa lg kn di update ane? byk plng lg x.. but yea, i dont wanna think now and lgpun adik wants to use the lappy. so go ahead lil brotherrrr~ kajap lg ne kn mpublish. hahaha!

and to my sayang rayhan, i love youuuu!

and she concluded.

NEENAAA-

:( + :) = :D

2010-10-06T17:40:00.000-07:00

Oh myy..... its been sooooooooo long that i have abandon this blog. huhu.. have been very busy until i have no time to update. and plus stress going on inda pandai abis. huh *sigh* anyways, so many things happen since my last update which includes happy moments, unforgettable, fun, funny and even sad moments. huhuu..

let me start with my sad moments first. straight to the point, i broke up with nizam. like omgg! that was the most hardest part to accept in my life since the 18years of living. hahaha over tu yo. Tp yea banar la, aku sedihhhhhhh~ i feel like i lost everything. i bet you already know how it feels when you lost somebody you love with all your heart kn? Yatah.. like shyt rasanyaa.. =/ and yg lagi, he was my first boyfriend yang smpai aku kenal semua family nya, i mean his very big family. we’ve done everything together, and i was even kna simpan on their family team untuk the family day that they were planning. huhu. everyone knew about us, and now kmi nda apa2 lagi, isn’t that sad? i CANNOT forget him, even until now! Official date of our breakup was on the 21^st September 2010. maseh ku rindu ea. my love for him will never fade until who knows when. I LOVE YOU NIZAMUDDIN RAJID!

as life goes on, i have to face the fact! and i already did. even though its been 2weeks and 2days, it just feel like yesterday kmi putus. cehhh. but we’re friends now. and yea, for the weeks ane, i’ve been veryyyyyyyyy sad. i have no mood to do everything, kerja nda mood, i can’t sleep even though i am very tired, its just that tau la cemna urg putus cinta ane. chewahhh. but THANKS to all my friends out there yg support aku.i really do. they helped me to stand up again. :))) i love you guys. hee. i am no one without you. :D

next, my happy moments. yes, i’ve been miserable all this time tapi i started to light up again with all my friends around me. especially to ain and aimi, my colleagues :). anyway, talking about colleagues attachment for the last 3months was good. working here in armada properties is fun. we just had our ‘Hari Raya Gathering’ on the 1^st of October last week. And hell yea i have so much fun. bgla sma my girls and some other of my colleagues and even our tenants. hahaa! yang penting fun berabis la until i have atleast forgotten about nizam for awhile. huhu. everything was going on so well, with my supervisor, with everybody, my work until 1day (the day before yesterday) something unexpected happened. it was pasal my logbook! all this time i have gave my all in my work then i get a pass? what the hell? i feel so down. i feel all i did this time was just rubbish? shyt buii.. sakit aty ku. inda ku tahan di office so i went out mengaga department lain, mengusut. then with all the sadness and stress im feeling i burst into tears dpn urg. hahahaa! how embarrassing is that kn? tp bila masanya sudah sedih atu, inda lg kn tpkir malu tu ahh. paluiii bnrr. i feel stupid. i feel unprofessional, hahahaa! hati ku nipis, i can’t stand cematu atu. hahaha. so yea.. then i went to work yesterday feeling down and not hyper as i always do. smpai semua urg ingaukn aku.. huhu. the whole day yesterday, i ddnt do any work. satu pun nda, pasal i feel apa ku buat ane inda jua kna hargai. shytttt! =/ duduk duduk sja ku all the time then merayau ke department lain. i don’t care kalau ‘ea’ marahh. huhhh. and fyi, ‘ea’ ane semua urg nda sukaa plng haha! so sabar sja la ku. maybe ea jeles sja.. think on the bright side sja ku.. hehehee.

today, is another day of working. she gave me lots of things to do but how can i even start when aty ane sudah sakit. inda lagi ku bemood, but i still have do it plng kn but inda th ikhlas tu jdnya.. wuuuu! banci ku nyamu. mcm apaa. =///! wish me goodluck sja la.. huhu.

bh i guess that’s it for now, esuk esuk th lg update f ada masa. thanks for reading and especially for my friends for being there for me, you know who you are :)). i love you.

and she concluded.

NEENAAA-

sigh

2010-08-12T23:51:00.000-07:00

~~what is happening?~~

~~~~spa yg nda paham ane? is it me? will it always be me?~~~~

~~~~okae, fine.~~~~

~~STRESSED OUT!~~

ME! :D

2010-08-12T23:38:00.000-07:00

the question is.. am i getting chubby?

happy fasting everyonee! :D

2010-08-12T22:52:00.000-07:00
helloooo~ its been very long blog ane inda bupdate.. ouhlalaaa~ attachment started last month and since then i have been busy and very tired to update this blog here. anywayy, how are you guys feeling? good? bad? me, just fine.. puasa had just started yesterday which means shorter working time! yeayyy. more time to sleep. hahaaa. anyhow, let me update you of what i can remember that is. i've sat for my law test last june and yea i fail unfortunately =(. but i sat for it again last month and ofcourse i wouldn't let myself down for the second time right? so, i pass! hehehee. suspend plng tu but still.. next is my driving class which will start on 17th august until the end of this month. i hope i can do it and will pass the test.. *sigh* wish me luck tho! :D hee.

and so about my attachment. i am attached at Armada Properties Sdn Bhd. some of you know this and most of you will not know where this place is. hahaha! cause it is somewhere in the middle of nowhere i suppose, or no. antah la ahh. its located at rimba plng. huhu. well so yea, aku attachment dsana. and the environment there is very peaceful i guess and ofcourse siukkk! hee. i am under the Sales & Development Department, in short marketing side. ouh, so as to let you know. armada is a company which provides housing like apartments, houses and stuff like that. so i think you should get the idea by now what am i suppose to do. (find clients to rent in our apartments!!) hahaa! so yea, that's my work. basically marketing la ahh. :D

err, i guess that's about it. huhu~
till the next time.
takecare!

nizam baby, i love you.
xoxoxo!
2613~

nothing to do.

2010-06-29T07:01:00.000-07:00
whoaa~ its been almost three weeks sudah blog ane inda bupdate. oh well, malas tu buii punya pasal.. haha.

anywayy, hi people.

im bored! its 10pm and i have nothing to do like duuhh~ kn bhpa jua lg malam2 ane kn. huhuhu. well, actually im waiting for me baby to misscall me, which means online!! tpi alum ada ahh pasal he's with babah.. =S. tunggu sja la uhh. nizam baby is cbuk now. so i think i better update this boring blog while waiting. hmmm, soooo.. this afternoon i went jogging with me siblings, bake muffins, had dinner and basically yea.. go online. ouh ouhh by the way, this internet connection im using right now is freee! its a wifi from our neighbor. which im not sure which neighbor. but yea, who cares! it not locked.. apa salahnya makai kn. hahaha. ;)
to fill up my time, im playing game on facebook, plurking and youtube-ing. hehe.. bored amat buii. batah ba boyfriend ku ane. *sigh*

well, anyhoo let me update you about something else.. =) im out of school alreadyy. two more days to 1st of july, which means attachment! i am going to be attached to this company called Armada something something at Rimba. i so dont have any idea what company is that. huhu. pasal every company that i applied for, either nda respond or kna reject.. hahaha. so this armada thing is kind of lecturer yg cari kan. so yea~ huhu. ane pn, baru confirm this afternoon. i received a call for college and yea it was ms shikin saying that i have a interview/meeting with the armada company tomorrow at 2pm. like wuhooo! apaknn. haha saja ba tu.. so hopefully everything goes well la tomorrow tu. wish me luck! =) hee.

i also had my law test last week which i think i wrongly answer 1question from the 'soalan wajib'. =S jubur ehh. i was confuse about this 1 sign ahh. talur ehh.. and now im waiting for the result tho. alum ada ahh.. its been a week udh. hmm, tunggu sja laa uh. huhu.. well, hope pass la, inda payah retake the exam.. hehe.

bh i think atu sja for now uh. i'll update again soon.
goodbyee..

nizam,
xoxoxo!
2613~

sakit parut ku.

2010-06-10T01:17:00.000-07:00
hello hello hi hi.

first of all, blog saya ane inda lg bupdate, mcm apaa. its either malas or busy or malas. hahaa! anyways. how's ur day people? well, let me talk about mine.. hmm, now aku sakit parut and im at his house tapii boyfriend ku ane nda drumah. mana ka ea brada? alelee.. bh continue. td dari rumah ka meck buat kaja lapas tu went out with ka mimic sal ea boring so ea bawa kmi jalan. but before that, kmi ke MIPR dlu nganu pasal invoice kmi ahh. and yeaa.. we ate at Taurean Kopitiam dBatu Bersurat and aku makan this Chicken Nasi Lemak, nyaman plng smbal nya tp mcm kurang rasanya atu. antah laa.. yth pasal atu x sakit parut ku ane. cehh~ *really need to g to toilet*
hahaaaa.

nahh, boyfriend's here. off dlu yeaa..

bye bye.

nizam, you are my sweetest thing.
xoxoxo!
2613~

dari plurk!

2010-06-05T00:43:00.000-07:00

these are the result of being bored.
vaininggg~
=))

babyku, im loving you so muchh.
xoxoxo!
2613~

im sorry.

2010-05-24T22:53:00.000-07:00

i am soooo...... i don't know! apakn, hahaha!
he's angry and ea nda mau layan aku. duii ma, cmna kn ne? i said IM SORRY wa baby~ hmm.. i need you. errks. =/

okae, im still at college and i got nothing to do.
*sigh*

im off!

i love you baby.
xoxoxo!
2613~

dot dot dot.

2010-05-23T21:11:00.000-07:00

im extremely bored. im suppose to study for my test karang tp aku malass! huhu. i'll just revise again later la.. i was waiting for my baby to go online (bth bnr ku nungu) then finally he came online and ea ckp he's with babah, which means ea cbuk la. he said kajap, and now im still waiting. i miss you waaaa~ huhu.

2613~

*JUST A REMINDER*

2010-05-23T20:46:00.000-07:00

Important things to do:
1. 24th May 2010 - Accounting Phase Test at 2pm TODAYYY!
2. 29th May 2010 - Accounting End Test at 1.30pm
3. 3rd June 2010 - Final Project Presentation

Another important things to do:
4. Finish up Marketing Assignment 3
5. Do Report for Final Project (includes Marketing Assignment 2)

wish me luck!
x))

2613~

HAHA bored.

2010-05-21T16:54:00.000-07:00

bored and nothing to do. so i found this ampai2 arh folder pictures and finally decided to post it.
hahaha xp.

ane plng tu i kn lyatkn bnrnya.. huhu~
*lawa baby me atu ee*
xp xp.

i love you nizam.
xoxoxo!
2613~

i miss you!

2010-05-19T17:08:00.000-07:00

i really miss my lappy. my documents, my pictures, my songs!!! are all in there. inda jua ku dpt browse in tu. well dpt plng bnrnya transfer it to a desktop tp aku malas kn buat coz that's a lot of workk! huhh. daddy said, bli lappy baru sja as it cost $500 atu, bleh bli bru udh. but i don't wantttt! aku mau lappy ku juaa.. alele. cubatah aku ane kaja udh. ada jua duit ku tuk repair kn. huh~ how sad jua ehh. ='( huhuhu.
*sigh*

anyway...

i miss my baby more, nizam! i wanna see youuuu~
hope to see you soon. lau buleh, later ptg!
hmmm.

................................................

aku boring time ane, waiting for my 8.30am class with Ms Gwen, marketing class!
tya is with me but zana is back to kb. ea ponteng, siukk! haha apakn. mcm aku na dpt kn xp xp. hehe.
but later aku balek awal x.. xD hee.

bh, i guess that's all for now.
kn main game kajap.
see yaa!

baby, i miss you.
xoxoxo!
2613~

this blog is boringg~

2010-05-14T17:19:00.000-07:00
hi there. its so been awhile since i last blog. awuu sal ku over cbuk with my final project. too tired! huhuhu~ and obviously, our expo has ended and its back to normal. skulah cam biasa. ouhlala~ boringg. hahaha. anyway, endtest is coming up very soon. and we havent even finish our accounting topic yet, phase test pn alum. cmna kn endtest tu? glaa x. =/ i guess we need to study overtime now. another tiring work! huhu. tp apa jua bleh buat kn mun rasanya nda mau repeat next semester, just buat sja. hee. and yea, that's about college.

hmm.. im so depressed right now, pasal my lappy. oh, havent i told you? my lappy, lcd nya pacah coz i dont know how. well it was last time i simpan arh rumah ka meck ampai2 and went out and when i came back, there it is! hahaha. either its anak ka meck punya pasal or what, aku nda tau. yg penting, lappy saya itu cost $500 to fix it. damn jua tuu~ where the hell im gonna get that money? hmmmmm. and ofcourse mom and dad scolded me la =/. how sad. huhuhu~ and now im using mommy's lappy plng ne. damit screen nya ah. na siuk main cafe world (memilih! hahaha) but anyhow, its okae. as long as i can still play my cafe world. inda jua urg (among my neighbors) tbubut level ku. im at level 76 sudah! hahaha apakn. bgto lg tu xp xp. hehehehe.

boyfriend thing. i've been seeing nizam for almost everyday. and i is the very suka tp aku nda tau la mun ea bureng ka nda sudah lyat mua ku ahh. errr~ well hope not. lau awu pn, ku jmpa jua ea maseh ne. haha apakn. okae kn tu sayang? xp xp.
i love you!

bh im out, class!
xoxoxo!
2613~

wohooo!

2010-05-01T22:44:00.000-07:00
hellooooooo~

tomorrow's the day! =D you are invited to our,

"IGS Food Carnival & Tradeshow 2010"
on 3rd - 7th May 2010, 10am - 10pm
at IGS College, Kiulap.

please do come and join the fun.
see you there!
=D

i love you.

2010-04-18T21:34:00.000-07:00
im super bored now. okae ne? hahaha apakn. found this picture which is taken last year and aku rasa mcm kn mpost sja so yea. huhuhu~

i love you too baby! xD

waaa~

2010-04-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

a week was done last wednesday. i met my baby sudah. ouhlala~ sukaa i ah. and this coming monday, i'll sleepover!! hahaha. pasal my parents is going to philippines to attend my brother's graduation, so yea. i can't join them cause of school and my final project. oh well~ huhu. anyway, now aku bored and just waiting for Ms Wan, class accounting. kpala ku sakit baa. damn ehh. mngapa ea bnr ah? hmmph!

VAINN! hahaha.
bh out!

babyboy, i love you.
xoxoxo!
2613~

tick tock.

2010-04-07T16:15:00.000-07:00

exactly a week to go to jmpa him. i can't wait!! hmmm. ticktock ticktock! time, laju ckyt please. hahaha.
aku alum jumpa ea since 28th of March? eh ckyt lgi ku gla nee. alele.. =/ but yea, nda apa la. i'll sleepover! wheee~ hehehe.

i love you kmbang ku~

xoxoxo!
2613~

updates!

2010-04-04T16:41:00.000-07:00

hi baby~ hello kamu.

updatessss time! hahaha.

now aku dcollege and got nothing to do cause it still early. class will not start until 2pm! haha, pasal this morning nda class cause it was meant for our final project. hmm, speaking of final project we are so happy that MIPR is supporting us in our event which is the 'IGS FOOD CARNIVAL AND TRADESHOW 2010' on 3rd May until 7th May 2010. wheeee~ so happy. =D =D. smiles upon our faces! hehe. day by day, goodnews come and badnews come. and now, i guess we have problems! first was the government sectors (which is fine now), our lecturers being mad cause of not doing their work (assignments haven't done due to the project) then now our joint venture company (who helped us, mostly in marketing) inda puas aty of something. long story~ so yea. hahaha!

when things get to go well, other things will not.
=/

these things makes me super stress, headache! uhu. but but, there is only one thing in my mind, iaitu 2more months of school then im off to IA! hahaha. so i have to just hang on to all the current situation and leave. whee~ atupn, f we able to finish our works in time. that's another problem btw. hmm. but i know for sure,

when you want to reach something, you will strive for it until you get it, right?
so wish us our best. =)

so that's about my school life. stressing yet fun! whee~ hehehee. bh ceta pasal lain lg. hmm, firstly, MY BROTHER'S GOING TO GRADUATE SOON!! hahaha apakn. iski jua ku tu. he studies in the Philippines doing Veterinary Science, yg pasal animal2 tu. huhu. and hopefully he will graduate this month! ouhlala~ goodluck to him. i love you brother! oh btw, his name is Allan Mikael Kuang. =D and yea, mummy's back from the training in Philippines yg government antar ah. she was there for almost 3weeks, its kind of hard living without mummy x. pasal nda urg masak kn. huhu~ tp finally she's back! heeee.

and for myself, i thought i lost my boyfriend. jubur bnr ea atu. huh. bah that's it about me. (to cut the long story short) =D

baby, kau jubur. but i love you xp.
xoxoxo!
2613~

very sleepy~

2010-03-29T16:19:00.001-07:00

hi people,
im here to post this pictures cause i got nothing to do and very sleepy. ugh! i am at college now btw, so yea. hahaha apakn. ngntuk ku waa~ hmmph! anyway, this pictures was taken at Huaho Yayasan, Nike Section. enjoyy~ :P

~~WE ARE VAINN!~~
hahahaha.

baby, aku rindu kau!
xoxoxo!
2613~

aware.

2010-03-28T16:35:00.000-07:00

first, i was not aware of what i was doing, what have i done, and what i am going to do. i am just so lost, lost in your love. i might not realised what have i done. i might not know how'd you feel. but what i know for sure is, i love you with all my heart and i wouldn't want you to let me go.
i'm sorry.

i've trusted you with all my heart and i didn't expect you to do that to me. what a very painful moment it is for me that you had lied to me. and this had made me realised that i made a very big and silly mistake. oh, what a bad girl i am.
i'm sorry.

i might think that you're not into me anymore just because of what i have did to you. plus, saying that you 'half' love me and 'half' hate me. i just have no idea what to do. it really hurts me very badly. i know it was my fault at the first place but have you ever thought of me first before doing it?
damn, its too painful.

you made me hate people i don't even know. yet, i look pictures of them which really made me more hurt. ugh! what the hell am i doing? did i already lost my mind?
i am so not sure.

i hope i can turn back time to the very start, to have known you first from the beginning and never had this terrible thing.
*sigh*
i don't know what to do.

2613~

im hungryyy~

2010-03-17T21:13:00.000-07:00

its a foot bread sculpture.
got this from a website, creative!

last day of school!

2010-03-17T17:02:00.000-07:00

updates from his birthday. this is his cake, i ordered it from this bakery shop somewhere in Gadong. ~~aku lupa apa nama kadainya~~
i like what they did with the strawberries. HEE.
and just last few days, nizam treated me at pizza hut.
=D

two regular pizzas' and lasagna (below) so full at that time. ouhlala~
thanks love! hee.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

baby, thanks and i love you.
xoxoxo!
2613~

xD

2010-03-12T21:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY to my beloved sayang, Nizamuddin Rajid.

i love you so muchh!
mwahugs.

ma,,ma,,march~

2010-03-09T18:33:00.000-08:00
oh MARCH!

- mumy's leaving tomorrow for philippines with her students. HUHU.
- his birthday's coming, 3more days. 13th March 2010! xD
- final project's event is getting near, 22nd March. there's lots of things that is not done yet. so blurr and double the stress!

huhu. lalalaa~

baby, i miss you.
xoxoxo!

quote.

2010-03-05T15:54:00.000-08:00
if it isn't because of yesterday, today will not happen and tomorrow will never come.

i was embarrassed, embarrass and still embarrass.

~~i hate me~~

..

2010-03-03T22:17:00.000-08:00
hola peoplee,
UPDATE!
lalalaa~

my week was tiring and very busy, i guess! hahaa.
firstly, the business project! damn~ its getting near. how many more weeks? 2 WEEKS! and alum g settle2nya. alele. mcm2 ehh. just hope for the best. hmm. and ane pn tgh having our 'class project'. aku abis sudah buat yg kna suruh so i ambil ksmpatan to blog kajap. huhu~
and yea, other than that. went to openhouses lagi before the chinese new year abis. hehe.. then attend my cousin's wedding in tutong. and lastly after everything atu, damam tia ku~ uhu. =( went clinic and i was given two days MC last monday.
today, slesma ku maseh. huhuhu~ sadih!

1st year!

2010-02-26T04:09:00.001-08:00

baby, it's been a year but it feels like just yesterday that we've met.
im so lost in your love. im used to 'with you' and not 'without you'. so stay with me baby~
been through the ups and downs. thanks for being there. even nya biskita atu jahat every now and then =( xp.
HAPPY 1st year ANNIE to my baby, Nizamuddin Rajid.
i love you to the deeps.

these pictures were from the start until now;

he got the long hair,
above: tungku beach (dlm keta)
the mall gadong
asma hotel

then after three to four months, i asked him to cut his hair pasal its menyamak! haha.
and yes, he did. xD
Marina Court? (Kota Kinabalu)
MacD gadong

but then, as the time goes by~ rambut nya makin pnjng sudah. haha.
and he nda mau to gunting it coz ea kn pnjangkn cam dlu.
HUHU.
his crib
dlm keta (jalan)

N&N always~
xoxoxo!

yeay!

2010-02-23T00:11:00.000-08:00

23rd FEBRUARY 2010
MERDEKA BRUNEI DARUSSALAM!
26th years of indendence.
HEE.

waaa.

2010-02-21T17:14:00.000-08:00

damn, shes got an iphone??!!
hahaa.

feb feb!

2010-02-17T15:11:00.000-08:00

hello everyone.

yes, baruth ku kn mengupdate blog ku. hehe xp. anyway, how's everyone doing? good? bad?
well hey enjoy ur life while you still can ;)) haha! apakn~ eh, its chinese new year. happy new year to all chinese out there! haha, lagging jua la aku tu ah. but atleast aku greet right? lalalaa~ been to two openhouses few days ago and yes nda byk la pasal you know my parent ane, na jua ~~brapa suka~~ kn ngaga invitations. haha! tp aku dapat ampau! suspend. anyhow, visiting is not done yet. soon to be update lg sal visiting ane. haha.

today's thursday, and tomorrow's friday obviously. nda piano class! hahaa~ my teacher's outstation and school's is still in their holiday of chinese new year. ouhlala! i like. pasal aku ~~alum practise~~. heheee.

its almost the end of the third week in february. bwohhh dui. what's up man? its our project~ in march! gilerr. na g bth yo. now we are doing marketing, and yes alum lg abis buat surat apa sgala. pressure! but i so really cant wait for it. woohoo~ coz i guarantee it'll be the most! haha, apaknn~ but yea, just wish me and my classmates the best luck. x))

another thing, sometime next week will be my 1st year with my nizam.
lg th ku suka. ouhlala~
i am so loving him brabisan. HEE.

bh i think until here sja. till the next time!
byeeeeeee~ takecare people.

nizam, i love you the most.
xoxoxo!

26th.

2010-02-12T19:43:00.000-08:00

NIZAM & NEENA

HEE!

boredommmm!

2010-02-03T18:13:00.001-08:00
yeay~ its the month of february which means we're weeks away to our 12th monthsary.. HEE. iski.

anyway, today's thursday. and now im in college, break time. its just me and tyya now. zana is sick and the rest antah kmana ka. huhuhu~ and yea.

current status:
- 10.15am
- waiting for 10.30am for the next class (L&C)

HAHAA, apaknn. kes keburengan udh tu ahh?
huhuhuhu~

boyfriend? is mandi-ing now. kn jalan ea~

i love you sayang~
xoxoxo!

eleventh month.

2010-01-25T15:40:00.000-08:00
hello people. how's everyone doing? hee..

nothing much happen during the weeks, just usual.. college, study and more study. huhu. but anyway, today's the 26th and its our 11th monthsary together.. HEE. Happy 11th Monthsary baby~
hmm, even its our monthsary today, i ~~don't feel good~~ ahh. maybe because antah ehhh. yg penting nya, ea sakit aty and he never layan me the ~~whole day~~ kemarin. i mc ea, msg tp nda kna reply ane wa.. im so worried sudah. so went online just to find any of his siblings f ada yg online. so i did, and yes his youngest brother was online and i had this so short conversation with him
me: spa ne?
his brother: afif
me: mana abg nijam?
afif: ambil kabb
me: ok.

then, i felt a bit okae ckyt la knowing that he's driving yth ea nda reply. it was around 9pm tym atu. and i was hoping that he will msg me after.. so i waited until i've fallen asleep. and it was 11.15 that i tbgn just to check my fon, tp nda jua ada. inda jua nyaman tdur ku jdnyaa.. oh well, sabar sja laa. lalalaa~
to my baby, if i'd hurt ur feelings kemarin atu im sorry baby ahh. i love you so muchhh!

xoxoxo!

when u're feeling down or sad, remember that there is always that 'someone'

2010-01-22T18:26:00.000-08:00

someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you
someone
cares about you
someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you
someone
wants to be with you
someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided
someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right
someone
wants you to be happy

someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes
someone
wants to give you a gift
someone
think you ARE a gift
someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you
someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you
someone
wants to protect you
someone
would do anything for you
someone
wants to be forgiven
someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional

somebody
values your advice
someone
wants to tell you how much they care
someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms
someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you
someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel
someone
wants to be with you
someone
hears a song that reminds them of you
someone
wants you to know they are there for you
someone
is glad that you're their friend
someone
wants to be your friend
someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is wishing that you would notice them
someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you
someone
misses your guidance and advice

someone
values your guidance and advice

someone
has faith in you

someone
trusts you
someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support
someone
needs you to have faith in them
someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
will cry when they read this

lalalaa.

2010-01-17T05:25:00.000-08:00

i don't know what happen tapi i miss you so much baby.
mwahugs!

its raininggg~

2010-01-13T15:39:00.000-08:00
hello peeps. morningg~

little updation, nose ring ku ilang time ku mandi td. hmmmm~ have to buy new one lg ne. HAHA, random. okae, anyway..
today is the 14th of january which means its my parents 26th wedding anniversary! hee..

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MOM AND DAD!
may you have many more years ahead of you. GodBlessYou.
im so loving you guys both.
xoxo!

and yea slain itu, today is also the 1st anniversary living arh rumah baru. HEE! yes, its seems like baru brapa bulan kmi pndah rumah ane. tp actually its 1year sudahhh. xD

Happy 1st year Anniversary house?
hahaha.

nizam, i love youuuu.
xoxoxo!

i love this song. hee.

2010-01-12T15:15:00.000-08:00

i just wanna share this lyric, its

'PART OF THE LIST' by Neyo.

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way your sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
(you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.
(all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
(my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading your space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa

Oh-whoa-whoa
Oh-whoa-whoa

something smells spongy.

2010-01-12T15:08:00.000-08:00

i love spongebob! xD
and that bear shape. hee.

but I LOVE YOU MORE baby.
xoxoxo!

ouhlala, but oh no.

2010-01-11T15:15:00.000-08:00
its almost the middle of the month. few more weeks and we're in the month of February, ouhlala.. woot woot.

define February?
OUHLALA.
~ 12th monthsary with my nizam, HEE. on the 26th to be exact. cant wait for it. haha, iski aku ahh. <3

OH NO!
~ time is running short for our business project. helpp! :'(. apakannn emosi saya ah. huhuhu.

anyway, update about college. ~~haha npk jua malas kn update, second week baruth. HAHA~~
but yea, timetable's so pack. even a single period nda empty slot ane. lyk apakn tu.. and i especially hate saturday, smpai kul5 wa. nda bg chance. uhu. tpaksa la, but its only for six months then attachment! aku na sabar.. iski. HAHA. and yeaaa. xD

oh oh btw, had lunch with them girls and abangs (abg jul and baby ku) haha abang tia xp di macD. and atu ba, Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe nya sold out wa, yg i always bli atu. na jua ku puas aty tu. huhh. apaknn. random.

bh sudah th, na me tau lg kn ckp apa. hee.
later people.

baby, i is merindui you.
xoxoxo!

im in bruneiiii~

2010-01-02T01:37:00.000-08:00
oh no~ i haven't been blogging since i went to philippines. alele.. blame the laziness. HAHA. damn, its been 4days since i went back from the phils. and i only get the time to update my blog, today? even my plurk karma went down. huh~ annoying. uhu. well anywayy, updates since i get back. on the 28th of december, my family and i was at KK cause we kind of transit dsna then on the 29th baru balek brunei. went shopping in KK before our flight and did like 4hours of walking and ofcourse rest in between skjap. haha, ngalehhh! then arrive in brunei around 5pm.

yes, its bonus when we get here in brunei. so the next day on the 30th, shoppinggg~ i havent even had enuf sleep from the travelling. but yea, who wouldn't want to go shopping especially during this bonus? HAHA. rugi tu spa na mau.. haha, ~~greedy!~~ and yea, time dlm keta my mom wanted to have a open house sempena christmas and new year. so we were like talking about it and actually start planing about it. hee! and yes there's the date, open house on the 1st of january 2010, 11am-6pm. so since i get back here, all we did was shop! getting ready for our openhouse. called the catering, setup the house, and more shopping~ HAHA.

so yea, how bout my new year's eve? just stayed at home~ bureng uh. pasal we were like to tired and the next day was our openhouse so we decided just to stay home. and on the next day, open housee~ on that morning, at 9am my mum was like neena, bgn kawan mu dtg udh, awal juaa.. and i pn kajut la awal bnr drng dtg tu. and i went to the window lyat spa, rupanya the caterers sja. yes, i did the food thing (catering order) yth my parents all leave it on me smpai my dad pn marah pasal i baru bgn. brimalu, i have to bgn with my pjamas and check them out. haha.. who did i invite? ofcourse my baby, igs classmates and friends and not forgetting my bestbudd; neesa and fatyn. well not all yg dtg, but my bestbudd did! hee. got to chitchat and laugh mcm dlu2 with them. haha.. thanks babes for coming. hope to see you soon someday! xD. i love you guys. and also to my baby nizam, thanks for coming (pasal aku majal HAHA) and to his cuzens too. sorry nda brapa tlyn tho. cause they all came the same time. payah jua ku kn mlyan tu kn. but my baby phm, thank you sayang.. hee. ramai la urg dtg especially mu cuzens. ngleh la ahh jdnya juaa. huhu.

then at 6pm, aku jalan with my sis. si fai bawa ke jp ah. so we went even drumah maseh ada guests. haha.. then jmpa my baby nizam lg sna.. and played, hmm. mary-go-round. HAHA. so childish. pasal every ride was with a long que so kmi naik that kid ride sja la.. haha. plus it was drizzling =s. thanks to fai tho ea blanja. xp hee. after jp, we went empire and i went back home at 12am. gla ngaleh bnr ku ehh. like to the maxx! =/. then today, this afternoon jalan lg ke bndar. bli books for my adi and i was suppose to buy my stuff too tp nda jd. i feel so sick! i have running nose now, my eyes mcm garfield udh tym bjalan atu. bda eee.. hahaha. well anyway, hope i get well soon. school's coming upp~ alele.. and yea, i think that's all about it. been busy and ~~lazy~~ lately.. haha. so later people..

and happy new year!

baby boo, i miss you already.
xoxoxo!

otw to the philippines.

2009-12-20T19:48:00.000-08:00

this is at Brunei Airport
arh some kind of bus tp bdri! HAHA. pasal we pkai airasia so like yeaa. xD

on the plane! (below)
reach KK Airport,
snack while waiting for the plane to depart, yums~
and yes, dphilippine sudah!! xD
just got this picture tho. HAHA.

bh till here lu.
later~

home.

2009-12-18T18:25:00.000-08:00
hey peeps. im now back from manila and here in bantug where 'im suppose' to be since last four days. huhu~ anyway, my last update was on the 16th and what happen on the 17th? just jalan and more shopping. but lesser this time because we're extra tired. so we came home early around 7pm then just stayed at home. nda sanggup g kn jalan, HAHA. pastu, around 8.30pm mommy called ask us to go balek early the next day and i was like, "ahh blakn kmi suppose to balek ane?" inda jua i tau tu. and mommy answered "18hb juaa" so i was like "oh yakh?" hehe.. then my sister came and i gave the phone to her. and bla bla blaa.. pack up our things!

the next day, the 18th we woke up early and chow we go. but guess what, its so hard to take a taxi from beside a road =/. we were like 45mins or more trying to get a taxi. glaa~ stress ku ehh. then udh ada tu, we went to the bus station bek jua na aher cause the bus jalan at 8.30am and we reach there around 8.05am. HEE. then off we go.. singgah to city called 'cabanatuan' to where my uncle is. had our lunch and went to his house. and at 3.20pm they antar us back home~ whee.. so sleepy.

after an hour, yeay! we reach home. gla im so tiredddd! haha. slept early and yes today im recharged! HAHA, apaan.
xD. now chatting and webcaming with si baby nizam sja. hee..

till here.
takecare!
nizam oi, i miss you.
xoxoxo!

manilaaa~

2009-12-16T06:43:00.000-08:00
heyy. im back to update to what has been happening with me here in phils. HEE xD. well, its wednesday the 16th december and that shows that its my fifth day in phils. actually there's something happen which is not on my plan. apanah? atuu, my sister had her plan to go with her boyfriend to manila then when ea kn jalan sudah which was last monday, my mom ask me to follow her. and i had no choice but to ikut la.. haha. and since then, we just did shopping! wheee~ siukk. na rugi ikut my sis. thanks to my mom. or else, my sister na mau i ikut tu. xD. but thanks anyway sister for every single thing! i love you.

and yes.my holiday so far is awesome! xD. but one thing very worrying. im gaining weight! on no~ uwaaaa ='( hahaa. since i've been here in manila; breakfast, lunch and dinner is junk food! alele.. junk food definition: KFC, jolibee and sewaktu dgn nya.. x). the only thing i think is healthy was the dinner at shabu2 last night. shabu2 definition: salad. HAHA.

yesterday, i was at the mall of asia. and today i was at the mega mall in ortigas? hahaa. not sure =/. and yeaa. pictures? maybe laterr yea.. xD
and tomorrow, planning to go to makati f im not mistaken. HEE. gonna have funnn! xD.

bh till to the next update.
later people.

nizam, i love you!
xoxoxo!

life in philippines.

2009-12-13T01:09:00.000-08:00
hello people~ im here sudah dphils. i arrive last night and yes, this is my so-called second day in phils? haha.. alum g pa2, second day tia uh. well anyway, flight was okae. way back home pn okae jua walaupn it feels batah kn smpai rumah atu. its a 2hour drive plng gnya tu but still lagging wa.. HAHA. apaan. just ate dinner then FACEBOOK! hee.. bek jua ada internet cni ane wa. or else i'll be dead by now. bwoh over~ sudah th. and today i woke up at 8plus which is so early? =/. cni urg2 nya kul6 bgn udh ahh.. so if pkul8, its lyk late sudah =/. so yeaa.. bgn th ku jua kn.. and did nothing actually. ddnt go anywhere yet. hmmph! kn shopping kuuuuu~ batah eh. huhu.

today's the 13th of december and its my dad's birthday. celebration? not sure. maybe not today. haha.. apaknn. inda ju tau ehh. hmm.
suppose to upload some pictures tp lappy my abg ane, card reader nya rusak, fake! sasak.. haha. so nda payah th. huhu.

and i guess that's it. nothing much really happen today. i just miss you nizam! huhu.
sayang you~

lalalaa boo, i love you.
xoxoxo!

msn.

2009-12-08T23:16:00.000-08:00

i ane bnrnya kn upload a different picture, but while browsing through my pictures, ane ku tjmpa so i thought to myself ane sja x dupload. hahaa. kes bureng sudah ne kmi ahh.. xp

and notice, my nizam drew us! hahaa, pndai my nizam drawing atu~ kmbng tia nah kna puji xp. hehe..

i love you!
xoxoxo.

december.

2009-12-08T23:00:00.002-08:00
its been awhile.
and hey its december alreadyy.
hi december!
time fly so fast yea? huhu.. yes, its almost the end of the year 2009 uh. HEE! have your dreams come true yet? well hopefully. mine, bleh jua la.. hehe. school's done for this year, and i am happy that i pass my semester. to my fourth and last semester next year, pastu attachment! can't wait. hee.

anyway, its the 8th of december today. and will be flying soon to the philippines! gonna meet my big brother there, awhh how i miss him sudah. huhu~ and ofcourse cousins too! hee. on the 11th i'll be going to KK transit then the next day baru th ke phils. yea, its airasia! yth mesti go through KK.. HAHA. but it'll be fun though yet i know will be very tired. huhu.. just hope me a very good flight xD. and i will be back to brunei on the 29th.

blyar? yea its in 2days. yet im not excited.. HAHA. pasal im gonna miss my nizam. how i wish ea blayar with me. haha.. tp nanti tu ah baby? hehe.. yth kn, aku sedih plng kn blayar ane. alele.. hahaa. bh sudah th. see you when i see you baby.
i love you to the most! mwah.

i miss you already baby.
xoxoxo!

mwah!

2009-11-29T00:17:00.000-08:00
I LOVE YOU BABY~ *im yours tu ahh*
haha.

tiring day!

2009-11-28T04:11:00.000-08:00
oh noo~ i havent been blogging since my birthday?? that's like almost a month. HAHA. well, you know what these days its so lazy to blog when you're like enjoying ur life. hee.

anyway, a quick update! for this past one week, mommy's away for the training in Philippines. and she'll be back later, so we have to pick her up at the airport around 1am! ouhlala.. cause she has the late flight obviously uhh~ huhu. and yes. today was fun! why? cause my dad bawa lyat wayang. whee~ (mcm 1st time jua aku tu ah, iski. HAHA) we ate lunch at the mall then had the movie at 2.30pm. its a 2hour movie i guess, and yea. pastu, jalan lg jalan then balek rumah at around 6plus. mengaleh yooo~ i lg pkai heels. =S. but yea, had fun. plus i met baby nijam at the mall jua kajap. he was there jua with his cuzzies, makan at mister pizza. huh! jeles jua i tuu.. huhuhu.

and yes, bla balek rumah everybody were very tired and fell asleep. the funny thing is, my maid thought we were like sleeping our night yth ea tutup pintu and switch off the light and everything. hehe. padahal, we kn bangun lg ahh. we haven't even eaten our dinner yet. huhu. yth ane, i baru bangun.. so tired today yet FUN! hee.

baby, i miss you brabis.
xoxoxo!

today's the day.

2009-11-10T16:16:00.000-08:00
oh nooo~ today's the day! the day that ~~im waiting for~~. the day where my pressure goes uppp! apakn~ labih tia jua aku nee. huhu.
atu ba, karang ku exam piano ahh and its piano practical! scaryyyy~ this is my first time sitting for piano practical yth ~~im so takut ne~~. last time i just sat for theory sja, na brijap la pasal obviously la, puas dh masuk hall and sit for exam, right? so same feeling. tp practical ane wa, na bnr sama rasanya.. huhu~ well wish me luck! its for 12minutes plng sja tu. hee. tp SCARYY jua maseh. =/ uhu.

anyway, forget pasal the exam. hmm.

masatu, last monday i jmpa si baby nizam ku. he fetch me up from college then ambil brothernya from ~~JKR~~ at berakas. pastu ke rumah nya.. HEE. apakn. anyway, he gave me my birthday presents. ~~late plng tu ea bgi, kira belated la tu~~. apakn.. hehe. but yea, he gave me chocolates, donuts and more chocolates! hee. he's so sweet that he gave me sweets, apaknn. and also a jimmy choo handbag. <3 class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 16px; ">thanks baby~ i love youu. *hugs*. pastu after all the drama (apaknn drama tia lg HAHA), we went for dinner at My Place Cafe in Jerudong. and pacah nya, when we kn balek, the car we're using atu na tia mau dstart. lyk oh uhhh~ panic jua saya toh, tp control la jgn dlyat kn HAHA. yth i decided to kol abg jul (cuzen nizam) for help. tp otw ringing atu, mau tia dstart kn car atu. so yea, we balek la. actually the car yg kmi pkai atu unfamiliar to me plng cause i've never seen it before so i ask la car spa (baruth kn btanya ba saya ah HAHA, kira lagging la i atu xp) and nizam ckp, its his brother's fiance (sister si fiance ane, was ex girlfriend si nizam) punya car. so i was lyk 'oh okae'.. then mnyambung ea lg, ane th yg 'ea' slalu pkai ne (referring to the car). which only mean one thing, the car kmi pkai atu is keta ex nya! like whatt~ *patut th nda mau start keta awal2 tu, kna sumpah x* hahaha. shytt jua tuu. bek jua last2 mau dstart. hehee..

bh i think ane sja dlu..
taking caree~

i love you nizamm.
xoxoxo!

today,

2009-11-06T18:02:00.000-08:00
its 7th november; yes, happy belated birthday to me! im 18? yet i feel so old.. HAHA =/. on nooo~ apakn.
well, yesterday was the 6th of november which was ~~MY DAY?~~ huhu.. it was friday, and as usual i had my piano class in the afternoon, and waited for my sister to come back from kb to go to qqstore in qlap to pick up her NEW camera. its a canon G11 whatever whatever. i don't really wanna know but the camera was awesome. i want one! haha.. anyway, i had wf my loved ones at khaz corner last night. and i had a lamb chop! yummy~ xD. and yea, i celebrated my birthday with my baby the day before yesterday sudah. we went for a movie 'PHOBIA 2' a thai movie. damn, the movie was ~~so scaryy~~~ NOT! but its just the sound effects! gla x sound effects nya atu, mbg tkajut sja. ADVICE; the movie phobia 2 is not suitable for those who has a heart problem. haha, im serious! cause this was the first horror movie i'd watch which made me feel ~~so scared~~ that i want to go out from the cinema theater. HAHA. brijap jua tu.. ~~na ku sanggup lg~~ wa kn tkajut sja. and not only me, my nizam also said 'ngaleh me udh tkajut sja ane'. macam you see.. i really wanna go out after one and a half hour of the movie, i really can't stand it anymore. and yes, i told nizam but he said 'na payah, alang2 jua'. so i stayed sja la.. sayang jua bnr kn f i ddnt finish it. haha.
and i actually didn't regret of staying, pasal the last part of the movie was the best part of all. yes its scary but its so funny.. siuk la, siukk.. spa yg stress2 atu, lyat th movie phobia 2 atu. its fun! HAHA. you won't regret. trust me! =D hehe.. and pastu after we ate at MacD. and bla bla bla.. yes!

until here sja.. HEE.

baby, no one can ever replace you.
xoxoxo!

jobless!

2009-11-03T18:41:00.000-08:00

this is my little brother yg nda tau kn buat apa lg. so he decided to borrow ~~my eyeliner~~, and yes put it on himself.
isn't he cute? HAHA.

ps; this is the result of a very long holiday after sitting for a public exam.
'they' just don't know what they will do.
'they'; referring to the little brother in the picture and the sister! didn't take picture of her cause she wash it off after she put it. but yea, xD.

advice; don't do this at home. or else your parents will freak out when they find out.
*seek parental guidance*

two more days to go!

2009-11-03T18:15:00.000-08:00
and im ~~so excited~~. for what exactly? i'm not sure. haha. apaknn. tp for sure, the day after tomorrow will add another year to my life! awuu, its my ~~birthday~~ waa.. payah2 jua kn kn ckp tu ahh. HAHA. i just hope, it'll be the best! hee. despite of the assignment and tests i'm gonna go through. and not forgetting my ~~practical piano exam~~ on the 11th November 2009, at 4.21pm (full lagi tu kn) haha.. yth wa. this stress of mine is building in my bones. (stress bnr sulnya tu, HAHA) and i really can't enjoy what i'm doing. errkks =/. plus the exam will be like only 12minutes! like what the. makin th ku stress~ hmmph. oh well, GOODLUCK to me for everything.. wish me luck jua ahh. hope i can do it and i know i can. apakn, brigalii~ HAHA.

and yes, today's wednesday and esuk thursday; PUBLIC HOLIDAYYYY~ oh my, atleast we have a ~~school day off!~~ ngaleh ku udah wa. apaknn.. antah eh.. haha. panats. bah anyway, to my baby let's going out. hehe. apaan.. antahh ee. see you soon anyway, i miss you udh ne.

bah GTG. oh no, gonna have my 'sleepy' class soon. HAHA. xD

i love you baby.
xoxoxo!

hmm.

2009-11-02T19:57:00.001-08:00

Pengiran Muhamad Nizamuddin, i is MISSING YOU brabis!
where are you?

its sunday!

2009-11-01T01:19:00.000-07:00
and tomorrow's ~~MONDAY!~~ =S

anyway, good afternoon people. how's your sunday? huhu~ mine's not good x. or well antah ah. im gaining weight!! apakn. tarus2 lg tu kn.. hehe. but yea i am, sadly. =( uwaaa. i've been eating 'extras' which i shouldn't. errkks. cmana ne ahh? bah i should go jogging ne. hmm. oh btw, i got blister on my foot because of the ~~very beautiful slippers~~ that i bought (sarcastically!). its freaking painful. 3things i can't do:
1. i can't walk properly;
2. i can't wear any shoes/slippers; and
3. i can't sleep well!
just because of the beautiful slippers, ~~banci ku ehh~~. HAHA. =S malas ku skulah esuk ehh. ~~sakit kaki~~ ku ne.. hahaha. bah bah, sudah th. stress ku karang pasal my blister ane. hmmmph!

and and, 5more days left! HEE. baby? *kirai2* xp hehe.

i love you nizamuddin.
xoxoxo!

sakit pala ku.

2009-10-28T17:12:00.000-07:00
hi people whoever reads my blog. nda plng ada pa2 ne dcni ane.. HAHA apakn.
anyway, aku dcollege ne, bored and sakit pala kuu~ alele. uhuhuhu. today's thursday, so have to pkai bju kurung. apakn aku ahh. huhu. inda ba, yesterdays' eca we igs students went to kupang arh 'ladang komersial', tmpat pohon2 buah ah. apakn. as you know, masa ane musim buah rambutan, so its lyk banyak la rambutan nya. and the good thing is we were allowed to pick on the rambutans and bawa balek for FREE! siuk jua tu knn. ada lucky draw lg tu. hadiahnya a bakul of rambutan juaa. haha. untung jua tu kn spa dpt. ada bakul lg tu. hehe. tp ada jua the ~~not so good thing~~ which is panas!! =S planning to bawa si baby nijam ku, tp bek jua inda pasal he'll be burning under the sun. haha. oh fyi, baby nijam ku atu ~~takut~~ kn tkana panas. so yea, ~~mcm girl ckyt~~. HAHA xp. tp tp, i love him so muchh walaupn mcm girl ckyt. hehehe. nda wa b xp.

bah, ane sja dlu.
taking caree~

i love you sayangg.
xoxoxo!

we're good.

2009-10-15T21:16:00.001-07:00
hah! its ended.. ~~world war two~~ has ended perfectly. fuhhh~ hahaha. i don't wanna talk about it tp yes, im not ~~stress~~ anymore. =D suka~ haha.
to my baby,
i've learnt a lesson, im sorry,
and i love you deeps.
mwah! xoxoxo.

sayang nizamuddin. <3

sorry!

2009-10-14T23:05:00.000-07:00
i is tgh klaie ne tym ane sma nizam and ea nda mo layan aku waa. =/ sedih jua saya toh. and i don't know what to doooo~ aduii. so after class td i decided to ikut drng ka meckiey blek so that i can go to his house. sanggup jua ku udh tu. and im here sudah arh rumahnya tp ea macam nda mau jmpa aku =S. baby, f u're reading this IM SO SORRYY~ i know i've out of control of saying stuff yg nda2. tp i don't mean a thing. i sakit aty sja yth. sorry sayang uh. mwah!

updation.

2009-10-14T16:19:00.000-07:00

my sister's birthday celebration
@ KTM jerudong. steamboat! nyums.

mummy & daddy
ate kats and elel.

karenn yen.
NEENA. <3

ice lemon tea, the favourite!
and yea, knyangg! haha.

other story,

these are the hampers we got dri supasave and giant. well, my dad's friend bagi, sempena hari raya~ HEE! thanks to you yg bagi, whoever you are. may God bless you <3

and another,

tym dsaloon sumwhere d gadong. si sister rebonding the little brother of mine gunting rmbut.
(above picture) we were waiting for my sister to abis rebonding, BATAH! yth as usual, gmbrrr xp.

and finally.
baby and me! i love you sayang.

sakit aty ku!

2009-10-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

im feeling so irritated and annoyed awal ane. ugh! sasak kuu~ yea yea, who am i to larang, right? so go aheadd.. im just fine here, (NOT!) haha. shyt amat.
hmmph!

bored.

2009-10-07T05:28:00.000-07:00

hello hello.
im boredd, i have soo nothing to do awal ane. hmm. kn test tp i is ~~so malas~~kn studyy.. cmana ne? ugghh. annoyingg~ HAHA. apakannn. oh, anyway having said that, test HRM kana postponed to monday which is on the 12th! hee.. goodnews, yes! and and there's no test for economics anymore, i guess plng tu. im not so sure after all the misunderstanding td. hanya mereka yg tau. haha. tp statistic yes still ada. the date, still confirmed on the 15th i guess. im not sure juaa.. haha. bah bah. enough of that. stress ku nee karang lehnya. hmmph! =/

btw, baby ku alum msg saya cause he's busy with his babah. and yea, ea tdur rumah babah nya tonight which means he's BUSYYY! err.. baby, i miss you wa ne. haha, mcm marah saya ahh. xp. nda la babe.. hehe. tp yea, i miss you brabis ne. =s. text me! hmmmm.

anyway, about the happening today. sementara i bored ane, lets 'mari bercerita'. haha..
this morning, went to college as usual class sma sir peter with the business project yg smpai masa ane alum abis2 nya =/. then after that nda class lg pasal sir nawin is busy. well, its been three days or more plng he havent masuk class, so yea. busy bnr th udh tu. uhuhu. then, ptg is eca. the principal called in for a short assembly at 2pm, tp ~~i tak nak datang~~. was out with si baby ku. HEE. and yea, baby zana called me td around 6-ish then she ceta pasal the meeting with the principal td. she's happy, indeed! hehehe. babe, i know how you feel. a big HAHA to him tu ahh. xD.

bah bah sudah th ku. aku stress ne udh awal ane update blog ane. hahaha.
taking care. pictures are on the wayy~ huhu.

baby, i MISS you!
xoxoxo.

wednesday.

2009-10-05T16:18:00.000-07:00
hello wednesday, third day of the week here you come again. x)
haha.. apaaan saya ah. panat. xp
anyway, saya alum update for what had happened since 1st week of raya? haha. nanti i upload pics. 'pictures speaks more than words!' right? hehe..
im just so busyy waa (tkrg HAHA!) plus the laziness ofcourse. huhu.

tp this week sort of busy plng, things to do:-
1. study for HRM test! on thursday and its tomorrow! ugghhh.
2. go to the selected shop to minta sponsor for the raya night on the 17th of oct. 2shops actually, but i've given one. one left! errr..
3. another tests coming up~ economics on the 12th & statistics on the 15th. hmm, economics? =/

bh, done updating~ see you soon.
taking care. HAHA.

to my baby jubur, I LOVE YOU!!
xoxoxo.

selamat hari raya.

2009-09-20T21:58:00.000-07:00

puasa's done. and now rayaaa~ hee.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA to my baby nizam, girlfriends and to all my friends.
sorry for all my wrong doings or any action that has been insulting. enjoy ur raya guys~
x)

just to update, a week of raya and off to college lagi. =/ assignments alum lg buat ba.. not only assignments, not forgetting test! uhuhu.
annoying. haha apaan.
bh till here.

to my baby, takecare!
i love you. xoxoxo.

xD

2009-09-15T21:02:00.000-07:00

hello hello.. havent been updating me blog since awhile now. blame the laziness! haha.
just for the update, these was during the first week of puasa until what it is today.

- movie (ORPHAN) and sungkai with me baby. capers, mcD (two times), khaz corner and recently mister pizza.
- went out with them boys and girlfriends, hangout at the mall and movie! (FINAL DESTINATION 4)
- bought new phone, its LG KS360. explore!
- 200 pieces of kueh mor from ka mecks. i likee!
- bead my baju kurung. haha. project baru, tp it was stop pasal i think what im making is wierd. haha. apaaan.
- letter N necklace, higheel, legging, dress. NEw!
- skype with me baby.

to be happen,
- sungkai at khaz corner with them boys and girlfriends
- another 100 pieces of kueh mor and 2 rolls of tapak kuda from ka meck. my sister's plng pnya tu. uhu.
- gonna continue my beading when i get the right beadsss! salah bead sulnya saya atu. =S
- ambil my bridEX tshirts from aewon. GOD, its been a month alum lg ada. arrrgh. drng lupaaa~ hmmph!
- and and raya-ing? haha. na g bth abis puasa. HEE. xD bleh kn baby? f you read this, better answer me lau inda, hmm. xp

bh i can't think of any lg. i think that's it. hee.. just to finish off with some pictures. xD

with me baby, at mcD.
you know where this is. lift? haha.

honey garlic chicken + pepperoni something2. nyumm~
yes, our sungkai at Mister Pizza. ane sja picnya. the other picture doesnt seem mau kna post kcni. =/

this is the kueh mor from ka mecks! Hee.

and yea, here's the phone. nothing special. i just like the qwerty keypad. xp

and last but least, caught on skype!

caught smiling. HEE. i really love this picture. xD
baby? jgn marah. hehehe. xp

baby, i miss you badly. hmmph.
xoxoxo!

little baby drummer.

2009-09-07T16:04:00.000-07:00

just wanna show good my brother is. HAHA! 3sticks at a timee, with his foot tooo!

haha. xD
funny little boy~ i love you!

goodies.

2009-09-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

baby nizam went to Miri last week, and he got me this! xD nyum nyumm..

THANKS BABY.
cinta, i love you.
xoxoxo!

email inbox

2009-08-26T20:47:00.000-07:00

Daddy, How was I born?
A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?"

The father answers, Well, son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mum and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo.

Then I set up a date via email with your Mum and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive.

As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little 'Pop-Up' appeared that said
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'You have Male!'

hee.

2009-08-26T19:54:00.000-07:00

baby, lawa? xp.
xoxoxo!

eww.

2009-08-26T17:50:00.000-07:00

this is at my home.

wondering, what do we have in this picture?
(look at the left side of the picture, just near the mat)

now look at the zoom part to get a better view of 'the thing'
below.

what is THAT??!?
check out the next picture to see where it came from.

waaaaa~ its a dead mouse! and the upper picture was the parts that is missing from the mouse? the head?ughhh.

brigaliiiii~ =/ hahahha. tp dgmbr. xp. just wanna share.

baby, i love you.
xoxoxo!

sungkaiii~

2009-08-26T16:06:00.000-07:00
hey peolple.

well i got a story to share pasal sungkai yesterday. i had plan a sungkai with the ex DC's d Big Papa. but then, just before the day yesterday, i had a call from abg razzi at 11pm inviting me to eat sungkai sma drng2 (with his cuzens) at capers. im lyk, 'i can't coz i have other plans'. tp he insist, i said okae.. pastu i trus msg daleng zana telling her bout the invition. tp ea nda rply. marah x ea =/. huhu.. pastu kn, i put this 'sorry babies i can't make it karang' arh my facebook status. then ada tia yg mengomment. and he, them insist me to go jua.. bnr plng tu. im the one yg organise tp saya sndri na datang, mcm apakn tu. kna ucap sja x. hahaha. but yea, my bad. huhu. tp kn, them abg razzi pn mmajal th jua.. lyk what. haha. so i went Big Papa kajap then chow to capers. (bek jua ampir sja) hee. i went to capers jua pasal its them cuzen baby ku. so yea, no choice. or else, mnyamal sorang2. tp to all who came for sungkai at Big Papa yesterday, thank you so much for coming. even im not there. but yea, you all made the sungkai gathering a success. thanks and im sorry! =')

the classmates.

2009-08-25T19:42:00.000-07:00

neena
baby nana
baby tyya
pet (ronas) xp.

f16.chinook

2009-08-25T16:10:00.000-07:00

at rimba air force

with the f16 pilots
the rest of them. haha. apakn. spa kn ne bnrnya?
reception night at Empire

bridEX-ing

2009-08-24T16:08:00.000-07:00

time kaja

2009-08-23T16:12:00.000-07:00

random bridEX pictures.
-during working
-time briefing
-just bored, posing. xp

bridEX

2009-08-19T18:10:00.000-07:00
hello people. hey baby jubur. xp.

its been how many weeks? aku na update blog ku. bureng~ huhu. anyway, i just got the time to update my blog. baruth since BRIDEX. huhu~ there were alot that happen since the last time i blog. so i'll just update with pictures sooon. =D bh a bit of BRIDEX.

- woke up very early in the morning and balek aher.
- naik turun shuttle bus
- ate free breakfast, lunch and dinner (daging kuda, patut we found out that kuda makin kurang dpolo ah. haha) ewww. nda la..
- bgla at the dc room (ktawa terbahak2) apakn. haha.
- jalan2, routing
- main game at the Delegates Management Centre, shhhhh. haha.
- kna suruh tunggu for briefing tp padahal briefing atu never ada. (they really loved us until they wouldn't want us to go) huhu.
- as we start our work, we the girls kna make up kn uleh the make up artist ofcourse.
- acted as vip, bpanas mlyat the airshow, plus lg wearing a suit. acting vip, mesti la kn. =/ i watched the airshow 4times x. HEE.
- went to Rimba Air Force to see the Chinook and the f16 with the pilots. autographh! take pictures with them. iski~ haha.
- attended reception night with all the vips. FIREWORKS!
- ate at the cafeteria with my OIA and his driver. haha. asi2.
- made friends and had FUN!!

i miss BRIDEX. =/

pictures coming up soon. stay tune.
x)

baby, i miss you more than bridex. huhu
xoxoxo!

mwahugs!

2009-08-02T20:34:00.000-07:00
baby, i love you and i miss you very badly.. =/

work!

2009-07-31T22:01:00.000-07:00
btw, have you heard pasal this BRIDEX thing? the defence military exhibition on the 12th - 15th August ahh? yatah wa, i am one of the volunteer sana. last thursday saya kna intrview with si girlfriends pun ada tu. yth kemarin (friday) we had our first training at 8.30am.. then our next training is on tuesday, 4th of August smpai th the end of the exhibition which is on the 15th. huhu~ nda th ku school tu for the next 11days? HEE. xD tp kn, payah jua miss class ane. =/ huhu. tp yea, we'll see how it goes. hee.. just wish me luck.. x)

baby, call me. xp
xoxoxo!

last wednesday.

2009-07-31T16:05:00.000-07:00

went out sma si baby jubur ku~

otw to the mol kn lyat movie, skrip 7707.
about that movie scary plng, antu nya caliee. apakn.. hehe.
antah la, not bad i guess. watch it.

yummy~ KFC lapas the movie.

just us.

dmna ne nah? huaho.

this was rumah saya yg lama. now i pindah sudah. my dad bawa kcni pasal
ane! hahaha..

nah, there's my dad doing his thing to ambil the mango ahh. hehe..

si yen, just filling in the blanks. apaan..

posing kajap sma si el.

uh huh~ hahaha.

and this, all me~ just being vain all the way while waiting for my dad. huhu..
lawa kn warna mata ku, sma mcm colour font ku~ hee.. na plng ku prasan ahh. contact lens sja tu.
haha. tp baby~ lawa kn? xp. hehe

baby, no one will ever replace you.
xoxoxox!

vain-ess attack!

2009-07-27T18:19:00.000-07:00

just because of the extra boredom i had lastnight. hahahaha.

baby, i cinta you.
xoxoxo!

apaan.

2009-07-26T16:00:00.000-07:00

its monday! another long day.. *sigh* =/ get me to tuesday fast!

baby, you'll always be my one..
xoxoxo!